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weird today, seharian perasaan ga enak, jadinya badan juga ga enak dibilang demam bukan, tp ngerasa mriang, sakit perut bukan tapi mual ga jelas, konsentrasi ga fokus, muter2 aja naik motor ga jelas mu kemana. hehe kesian nadia. ditambah dapet berita yg bikin "shaking" dueh heart beat jadi lebih cepet. And now, penyakit nyesel sama hal yang itu2 aja kumat lagi, padahal everyday I spent my each time for berdamai sama "penyesalan" itu but how come, its not getting better even everything looks running well. still blame bad decisions I've made then imagine imposible think, spinning back the past and fix it. useless..